I'm sorry I seem so off in this one. I've been sleeping really badly and New Jersey has been bumming me out.
How long till I go back to Vermont?
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
Star Trek, and Entry #6
Today was the typical day at the Station.
I stared at the play-out box for 8 hours, ran flashcam and got to watch a certain not to be named newscaster spit food out into his hand before returning from a commercial break and then PUTTING IT BACK IN HIS MOUTH AFTER THE SEGMENT. I did however get to hear tell of an indecent when, upon someone informing this same newscaster that he in fact had mayo IN HIS HAIR, to which he replied "Oh...can you get it out for me?" Apparently he wasn't trying to be a jerk, he's a nice guy, he just has um...food issues.
As I type this I am watching Star Trek, they're playing poker and Data is wearing a visor, which deeply amuses me.
I'm getting frustrated with my level of energy. I really wanted to get some serious writing done this summer. Yet, when I come home, even though I do nothing but observe operations at CNBC, I feel mentally exausted. I feel drained and I just simply can't write. After working at the restaurant for 12 or 13 hours I am so physically drained when i get home that all I can do is sleep. I had so many hopes for the summer, but they seem to be a wash. I think that I am going to stop trying to force myself to write. I feel like I just keep guilting myself for not writing which keeps me from actually doing any writing that's worthwhile. The little that I've produced since I've gotten home has not been my best work.
I need to take time to relax and that's all there is to it I think. I keep trying to push myself harder and harder and it's only making things worse. Maybe I need to just accept that I AM pushing myself pretty hard right now and take what little time I do have for myself to relax without guilt. Maybe that will get things moving in this thick skull of mine.
I feel optimistic about this change in attack.
Why doesn't the Enterprise have any seat-belts? That's pretty low level tech, and they are always hitting Borg cube turbulence or something. Maybe they have some sort of future-suction to adhere them to the seats?
I suppose that's all for now.
I stared at the play-out box for 8 hours, ran flashcam and got to watch a certain not to be named newscaster spit food out into his hand before returning from a commercial break and then PUTTING IT BACK IN HIS MOUTH AFTER THE SEGMENT. I did however get to hear tell of an indecent when, upon someone informing this same newscaster that he in fact had mayo IN HIS HAIR, to which he replied "Oh...can you get it out for me?" Apparently he wasn't trying to be a jerk, he's a nice guy, he just has um...food issues.
As I type this I am watching Star Trek, they're playing poker and Data is wearing a visor, which deeply amuses me.
I'm getting frustrated with my level of energy. I really wanted to get some serious writing done this summer. Yet, when I come home, even though I do nothing but observe operations at CNBC, I feel mentally exausted. I feel drained and I just simply can't write. After working at the restaurant for 12 or 13 hours I am so physically drained when i get home that all I can do is sleep. I had so many hopes for the summer, but they seem to be a wash. I think that I am going to stop trying to force myself to write. I feel like I just keep guilting myself for not writing which keeps me from actually doing any writing that's worthwhile. The little that I've produced since I've gotten home has not been my best work.
I need to take time to relax and that's all there is to it I think. I keep trying to push myself harder and harder and it's only making things worse. Maybe I need to just accept that I AM pushing myself pretty hard right now and take what little time I do have for myself to relax without guilt. Maybe that will get things moving in this thick skull of mine.
I feel optimistic about this change in attack.
Why doesn't the Enterprise have any seat-belts? That's pretty low level tech, and they are always hitting Borg cube turbulence or something. Maybe they have some sort of future-suction to adhere them to the seats?
I suppose that's all for now.
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